start anew..

hye everybody and assalamualaikum..klu x jwb berdosa klu jwb suka..hi and yeah, i haven`t written in my blog for like...months and even though i don`t really have any followers ..it felt weird not to write becuz i have been assuming this blog as like, a diary..for me! so  what has happened ?? nothing much! malas nk cite psl bnde kt skola sbb byk sgt and berjela-jela..so im just going to write about my emotion ! okay..so recently, i hv been in good terms with somone..and like i hv written in my older posts..i wanted to remain friends with him..nothing more..but,he`s like a diary..you know, someone i should consult and sms with when im bored ..so it`s good between us..never better! i hv his feeling towards somebody in my school..he`s not exactly someone you would regard to as the top student..just the average one..very popular among girls becuz he`s witty,charming and funny and..good-looking too.very Malay!! he`s small..thin but he has grown taller than me..i realized that..he `s popular among boys becuz he`s funny (i said it again) and good at sports..i talked to him recently and well, i liked him becuz i hv been liking him since i got close to him..camner nk ckp a? hmm..kitorang prnh rapat..die baik dgn saya..saye baik dgn die..even my BFF ejek saye dgn die..dulu la..lpstu..x rpt daa.. sbb lain kelas and stuff..byk lagi..tp baru2 ni ade ksmptn nk ckp dgn die..die pn walaupon terkejut sbb tibe2 sye yg start conversation dulu..okey je,siap brgurau lg..im so happy..rase bahagia..pelik,kn? but rumor has it that he fancies someone else,sadly it`s not me..a girl i know and im quite close with..x sedih mane pon..cme terkilan kot..xpela,x kisah tp sye hrp kitorg dpt jd cam dulu..baik..tu je..boleh x agaknye???ntah...klu dpt jd kwn balik dgn die..alangkah bahagianya! i hope he feels what im feeling too..