helping others

haha..not like i actually needed any..

so im continuing what i wrote the other day, the post before this one..about what have i done good to the  free world today..and not only today but any other day..come to think of it..i don`t think i have done any good at all! maybe i helped at not wasting electrical energy by switching off the lights and any electrical appliances that are not used ( i kinda freaked out if i don`t) but..the thing is..when it is time for me to sleep, i left the lights on! 

and other than that,i never seem to care about the plants that my mom planted..it never occur in my head to care about them..the watering the plants thingy is done by my youngest sister, and she just turned 8 years old a month ago!

i sucked when it comes to saving Mother Earth.

and have i done anything to help those who lives in poverty??

i don`t know..just yesterday i was in the car with my sisters and my dad..he unaccidentally  drove us to a more inner side of a kawasan pedalaman (hinterland)..there were houses build on wood..some eaten by anai-anai (termites) ..small and crooked and dilapidated and shadows hidden by long untamed grasses..i was like shuddering..because i can`t imagine myself walking in those houses..geli! sigh..i know..im such a bad person to ever think of that, how could i even afford to think like that??? when i realizes about this just a while ago..i admitted i am a selfish snobbish cold-hearted person..i regretted everything i have ever thought that discriminated those in need..im sorry

im a bad person 100x

grrr! i promise to help those in need with whatever that i have ..that i afford to help...i will try my best and when i grow up and become rich and powerful and have my own book to author..i`ll write and share about how there are a lot of people out there that are less fortunate then us and we should be thankful and grateful to have even the smallest and littlest things we own.. 

*wink*