Yes,the results of the interview came out and the there is only one student from my school who was chosen for the student exchange programme... I was like...speechless..my heart ached because i had been waiting and praying for so long so that i was chosen but then ...i`m very very very sad! Like I WANTED TO CRY!
But then my father was getting all unsatisfied of our school and kept asking me,what`s so good about that boy, that one particular person...that made him the only one chosen?????/
Suddenly i realized that I don`t know! He seemed to get everything he wants in life.I felt a pang of jealousy,sorry,not A PANG ...it`s like hundreds of pangs of jealousy.I officially hereby hates him! HE MADE ME THINK THAT LIFE IS UNFAIR!
i mean, he`s like an over-achiever! Overly rained by success after success ...This made me freaking mad!
i`m not mad at God`s fate...it`s just...why not me?
I thought i did good at the interview..i even joked around and had some chats with the interviewer like..we were long-lost relative or something!
Surely...i have to be chosen for something..i mean,if they couldn`t take me to Turkey becuz they have enough applicants ..they could try and offer me another place...ANYTHING!ANYPLACE!
i want to get out of this country and travel.....i`m a globetrotter..i love travelling, except.... maybe my country..becuz i`ve travelled to all the states here and i want more new experiences and that the fact that my family could not afford such thing anymore and this is my only chance of travelling ,,,,it totally blew!
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